I'm feeling so confused. I don't think he will change. I don't feel that I love him anymore. Yet he makes me feel so guilty for being the "bad guy" Making him move out. So far he isn't getting help. In fact he was drinking at the casino last night.
My neighbor did this to her husband and says it takes at least 2 weeks for them to get out of this BLAME mode and into getting help.
I am young enough to start over and be happy.
I'd love to just be friends with him and go on with my life. But I really don't think he'd end this amicably.
He called yesterday about 10 times, and emailed several today. Some were nice and some were mean, I'm beginning to feel harrassed! So I blocked his email addrss
