My husband has me very upset. He says he's a good husband because he goes to work and pays the bills. But then I realized, that all my friends husbands do that.
And I paid half the bills in the condo, and the first house, and I put the down payment on this house with my 401K, and I still pitch in for alot of little things when I get money. And he made me quit my job, so what can I do?
And I never wanted this big of a house, he wanted it!
I have always felt something was missing in this relationship.
And he still won't stop his drinking, even after a huge fight we had about his abuse on Saturday. I told him I always believed he would change, then one day a light bulb went off and I realized he will never change.
I am grateful that God is going to take care of me through all of this. I got myself in one big mess!
Keep praying for me, strength, courage and grace! Thank you!
